storm on me

I dont know when this storm will end ... im tired ..so fuckin tired to be like this..
i dont know which way i should choose ...
every options that they give, is so hard for me and can make me more depress.

Why does anybody not let me to choose my on way.. i dont want go anywhere .. i want be here! i dont want go anywhere !

i know all what i have done before is completly wrong n thats a mistakes..but what can i do ?? im just ordinary girl.. everybody must be doing any mistakes and some problem.

im exhausted

Im exhausted ....
deep down inside exhausted ...
i just ... i want .. i dont know ..
but i want something !!

i know who i am..

After all these years,You come to decide
That you think you know Who I am inside
But the truth is, You don't know anything You've never even seen A glimpse of ME.
When I look back now, All that I can see Is how you've controlled And neglected me.
Don't assume that..All this time I have never noticed.
Or that I was blind. You don't even know A thing about me To try and tell me What I should be
I know who I am now..I've known all along
Dont tell me it's a phase
Because you're wrong....!!

nite..suntuyk

Kill the lights .. these children leam from the cigarrets bums, fast car, fast money, and cheap drinks.
It feels right. All the asphyxiated, self-medicated,take the white pill, u'll feel alright.

This Or That BoysBoysBoys

1. ♥ - Follows Me Arround
x - Does His Own Things

2. x - Write me Poems
♥ - Singing Me A Song


3. ♥ - Skinny Jeans
x - Baggy Jeans

4. ♥ - short hair
x - Long Hair

5. ♥ - Singer
♥ - Dancer

6. ♥ - Mascular
x - Skinny

7. ♥ - Ed Hardly
♥ - Glamour Kills

8. x - Shy
♥ - OutGoing

9. ♥ - Smoker
♥ - Drunker

10. x - Drums Player
♥ - Guitar Player

11. ♥ - all time low low
♥ - Lil'Wayne

12. . ♥ - Dog Person
x - Cat person

13. x - Green eyes
♥ - Blue Eyes

MY DECEMBER ....... Linkin Park ...

This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear
This is my December
This is my snow covered home
This is my December
This is me alone

And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all
The things that I said
To make you
Feel like that
And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all the
Things that I said to you

And I give it all away
Just to have somewhere
To go to
Give it all away
To have someone
To come home to

This is my December
These are my snow-covered trees
This is me pretending
This is all I need

And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all
The things that I said
To make you feel like that
And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all the things
I said to you

And I give it all away
Just to have
Somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone
To come home to

This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear

And I give it all away
Just to have somewhere
To go to
Give it all away
To have someone
To come home to

IM LisTening n Sin9in9 ...... BREAKING THE HABBIT

Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again

[Bridge:]
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

[Chorus:]
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight

Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again

[Bridge:]
I dont want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

[Chorus:]
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight

[Bridge:]
I'll paint it on the walls
'Cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends

[Chorus:]
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
to show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I’m breaking the habit
Tonight

running away

im back from running away ... running away from my problems..my family my bf and running away from everything...
i know itu ga nyelesain masalah.. but thats me.. always runnign away for clear up out my mind..

my past is to baf untuk dimaafkan dan diingat2..

skrng pngen mulai kehidupan baru.. tp tetep ga bisa menghindar dri masa lalu..

aaahh. i hate this fuckin life..

my feeling and my mind rite know

im stuck

Letih disini...

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